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the instantnoodles i just ate was good. prolly bcos i hadnt eaten my dinner. but its still good.

ytd we had a soccer match. met up with the usual and we won. after that, me and eleanor still went shopping and even visited qiuwen and co. fatigue came along and i slept at 9pm. haha.

i figure that if i continue to waste my days liddat, eventually, life would be meaningless. sch to me is overruled. i dun give a freaking damn anymore. well, i'd love to stay at home and make sure things are okay though.

growing up is hitting me hard these few days. when i was younger, everything looks so fine and good to me. i never thought twice bout the bad stuff which simmers underneath. i din have to. but den, as i age, the divide btwn me and all their happy covers wears thin. soon, all the ugly stuff beneath the happy picture surfaces, and trust me it isnt a pretty side. grown up issues i would say. my opinion? i hate them all.

i never knew the intensity till now. and i wish, i din have to. but ohwell. i know no one can turn back time now.

so moving on...

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