+the searching was over+`

qiuwen made me wait for her for like an hour man! wth can. and i hate to wait. its not like she doesnt know that. hah. anyway, she made it up. with a drink. it was an easy way out for her lah.

ate and chatted. was fun. i miss the spicy food. really. i yearn for em. they are like my life.

memories are nothing but useless when the the connection is lost. yes, when you look back at stuff, it brings remembrance and reminiscence. thats all. if they are all worth giving up, its just sad. they aint as impt anymore. giving up seems the best for me. you did it too. no one disagreed. not even you.

after so long, i guess these memories aint as meaningful as they were. i dun want em any longer. they bring back sadness. i aint gonna make my life full of frowns. not when i'm the only one left not moving on.

i left it to you, you din disagree. so much for the past. its worth nth. to me now, the whole thing, is more like goodbye.

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