+let it burn+`

shoot. why does this always happen. i'm feeling torn. i hate my fickle-mindedness. it doesnt solve anything. everytime when i hafta give the greenlight after what the other party went thru, i backout. so last minute. and it always happens to the same exact person.

poor boy.

but den. AHHHHH. why the hesitation. thats not my style. sick sick sick! now i dunno what i'm gonna do already. bullcrap. wth.

maybe cos the connection isnt felt. some communication breakdown and we dun see eye to eye. but it still doesnt answer why things hafta be this way. 4 freaking yrs aint really short if you get my drift.

why do ppl relent and go all soft-hearted. it just makes things more complicated. and i had enuff of complications for now.

kcat shot a scene on 23:57.