+ALL GONE!+`
someone in my family have been secretely eating instant noodles these few days. just when i find myself hungry late in the night and just when i finally find myself craving badly for the chillicrab noodle, i had to open the cupboard and see it all missing! how nice. wadsmore, i was damn hungry. no choice, had to make do with the rest. but its just not the same!
boy oh boy. my cough is getting seriously bad. it just never seems to wanna stop. i need a cure. an immediate one. or i'll feel terrible. and when i'm feeling terrible for long, i get agitated and den moodswings will come. its all bad.
i now have a curfew. for sleeping! how ridiculous. if it was before my olvls i can understand. but my dad had to give me one now? when i'm on holiday! its not fair. i hafta be in bed by midnight. today my dad gave chance cos i was hungry and all. my curfew will start tmr! or rather since its 1am now, later today.
bullshit.
i hate working. even though the job i'm taking is giving me so much freedom. but den i feel like i'm bounded. the committment is definately dere. if i continue my slack slack dun wanna do work kinda vibe, i'll seriously let ppl down. alamak. i hate this kinda things. esp when i'm linked to someone or even worst, a team. its not me for myself anymore, is me and the rest. eeeeee.
but den the job has its own business prospects and their looking pretty good, if you wanna do that as a career. they dun suit my needs. as in, i'm still a teen afterall. i dun need that kinda career.
but then the benefits after my hard work will be like a dream come true. i'm torn btwn my own dream and the dream the company offers. they are talking bout being rich and attaining material goods and the ability to retire young! while mine is related to sth i love.
this is stupid. worst den sch. forget it. i should go slp.
nights.
