+poof* its gone+`

BULLSHIT!

i dun think any amt. of chocolates can cheer me up anyway. i'm like just staring at the box. plus its new, i dun wanna open the wrapping.

i'm still not unsure of wad happened. all i'm aware of is my stupid ignorance. i was tired so i slpt. and den when i wake up. hahas. the uneventful took place.

all the memories and everything is gone. its easy to start over again, but i just cant accept the fact though. questions like how and why keep getting unanswered. sickening lar. the worst will take place when i reach home later. imagine hell.

i think i'd like a scream.

boy do i hope that it still can be salvage. i dun wanna go thru another shit rollercoaster ride again!

-crosses fingers`

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