+the last day of the last month+`
i'm at derek's. was opening presents. it was only the ppg doing the gift exchange. hahas. damn fun. got a tee frm eln. it says sth bout sex. that girl. lols. den qiuwen's gift was to be shared amongst us all. its a ppg amusement park. damn interesting k. with octopus tentacles and all! hhas.
they went up to bbq already. i dun feel like eating. not yet though. hahas. called gf to send me that slowsong which usually have a certain effect on me. it gets me to think. really think. and reflect. hhas. i hate this, but here it goes..
this yr is supposingly the worst yr in my 4yrs of secondary sch days cos its the olvls for me. but i din get all worked up cos of it. initially i had this inspiration to start studyin early and excelling like crazy, but as usual, it was just a fantasy. i cant get pass procrastination. i'm at its mercy and it gets annoying. anyways, i paid the price for not studying. now i'm left hanging till march, till the sickening results get release. its either i cry or i pretend to be strong. i know it wun be that good, though i still secretely hope that sth will happen to my set of papers. its impossible, so lets be realistic.
in class, i got close to deb. like duh, she's just beside me. we always go toilet and all, do random stupid stuff to entertain ourselves. we have a somewhat similar religion. she being christian and i being catholic, we got alot in common. firstly, god. i see the way she goes to god for help, i admire her trust in him. its hard to believe that god do exists sometimes know. den we both like praise and worship. so she'll teach me some songs and we'll sing and irritate the guys in front. haha. hilarious.
nearing the end of the yr, xwen became one of us. we'll go toilets with her and all. den theres alot of jokes and additional fun. we even invented some stupid story bout an invisible friend named HIM in the 4thfloor girls toilet. it seriously freaked some girls out k. hahas. we became the toilet gang. very reputable in our cls cos we frequent the toilets more den answering teachers' questions k.
lit class is another lesson to look forward to. this is when the bestfriends get together. it was me, sean and huan. damn fun. we normally irritate mdmwoo cos our topics are normally much more interesting than hers. at the start of the yr, no one cared for lit. i still pass it though, but sean din. LoLs. anyways, after the prelims, we got tired of our playing. we decided to sorta buck up abit. sean improved. his efforts were beginning to surface. huan was improving. we din give mdm woo much of a hassle too. the three of us understands how mdmwoo feels and all. its tiring being a teacher. she's so nice to us. though she nags, she gives us notes free of charge. she's willing to sacrifice alot to see us excel. where in the world do u see such teachers?. close to nv thats wad i know.
after sch. we hung out. always meeting each other at the corridors and we're off to the movies and all. played. joked alot alot. we even had this place in sch which belongs to us. not technically la but we saw it first. hahas.
during the prelims period. huan went studyin. so, me and sean were left. we combined with qd and valen. it was prata and more prata. after that we'll crashed qd's hse. had bbq and all. i remember all the puzzles in his hse. they were awesome. hahas. den there was this one bbq whereby sean went head on (jokingly) with qd in a wrestling match. the results were obvious. sean will definately be the loser. he cont anyway, providing lotsa entertainment! hahas. it was a nice memory.
band. my mates. ppg, comprising of qiuwen and eln. we three were mental k. we played and goofed around hell lot. after band, we'll get together and talk. sort problems. we've seen each other in our worst and best. we've been thru all sorts of ups and downs. we cried and laughed together so many a times. esp during the agm and all. memorable. nv have i felt such a strong bond towards my friends. leaving is terrible. really. the photos we take really symbolises all. the tightness and everything. inseparable? likely. x)
5[n]`. it is the ppg with the addition of sean and vincent. vincent is our bigbigbrother. he takes care of us. hahs. to me, he'll always be the daring and brave person i know. someone who place ppl above self. i feel secured with vinc around. i know he'll always be dere. sean, another close friend of mine. we always have times where we dun talk, den afterawhile, we'll be crapping again. it goes in a circle. hahas, me and him always try to be sarcastic to each other. but these sarcasms bear no hurtful intake, we both laugh at each other after that. beside laughin at each other, we laugh with each other too.
the five of us. we use to be in a grp. doing things together and all. but now, it seems different. vinc is super busy. sean, is mia-ing as usual. qiuwen was working a period of time, eln is with her other friends, i with my church ppl. hahas. we need a gathering badly. 5[n]` will not disband. hahs. i hope not. each of em is too good to be true. without em in my life, kat is pathetic. and will still be. hahas.
inside band, i met this retard. the appearance of this retard is super different frm wads left of her now. >.< i thought she was a goody-two-shoes. all quiet and no fun. in short, not my type of friend. but, i was wrong. hahs. this girl is like one of the best things that entered my life. she, aka my ultimategf, freaking`flyer,magickiwi,oneandonlycopykat will remain an unforgettable friend. she has this cuteness in her, which appears only when she gets hyper, and thats damn nice. easy to tease and all. lols. damn credible and super easy to victimised. she's like a martian who doesnt know alot of things bout the things i know. i'm like her mentor k, and currently she owe her life to me. hahas. i love her truckloads. gf is damn unique. super different from alot of ppl i know. to me, she doesnt seem fake at all. but she's damn evil lar. wahahas. xP
church friends are those ppl i count on outside sch. i love em all. hanglooze did a great reconstruction. it wasnt the old 7 anymore. its a new 7. i'm sorry bout those who aint dere. really. now, dere's me, dodo, dada, gabt, nig, marc and gabf. slpovers and hanging out is so common btwn us. hahas. had lotsa fun. many things evolve amongst us too. certain tension arosed, abit of dislike went on and all. but i hope that we can all just forget bout it. leave it all to 2004.
ppl say church friends last forever. hahas. we'll still be friends aiight, but the closeness is the issue. these ppl are damn nice lar. den there used to be a tribe which already disbanded. den KRAGG. the members are missing. R and A drifted. sorta. so left KGG. =) IWS was form btwn me and dodo too. dada din meet the requirements to get in. but wadeva the case, we're still one grp of great friends hanging out in church together. thats a blessing from god.
gosh. its a super super long summary. 2004 is really one heck of a yr. theres more to this but i think this entry is enuff as it is. for the rest i failed to mention, if i've ever crossed paths with you. be it good or bad, you will all be remembered. i promise.
HELLO 2005. pls be a nice yr.
ohyes, and i love my lord jesus. you rock! =)
