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i was upset. was! den browsed through the net and watched some shows on disney channel. damn funny so i laughed it all out. i dun wanna remember what happened. was horrid.

so den since friendster went out on me, i went to read someone's blog. yes, that someone whom i wanted to have nth to do with. i dunno wad made me do it, i jus did. i even remembered the url.

i went thru the whole diary. memories came back. i felt, special and appreciated. ohman. this stinks. i feel pretty darn evil. the ppl i chose before this someone made me regret. but still it doesnt mean i wan any change to happen. i'll feel awkward if it did.

vinc is back! hahs. my tenyr friend. it seems that he is the one who understands me. the most. maybe its cos of the tenyr bond. but wadever the case, i still wun say what i feel deep down inside. i dun wanna open up. no one make me have that connection yet. and i dun want to have that connection either.

feeling vulnerable aint good. i dun like it. even freakin`flyer the copykat cant get it outta me. i'm a good secret keeper i tell you! >.<

nig's back too. frm aussie. he din buy anything. boohoos!

ohshoot. its past 1030! waddahell.

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