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why izzit tt when i'm at my lowest,
pple do not care.
why izzit tt when i needed someone the most,
no one's dere.

gosh. i hate now. its like one of the times in my life. the bad ones. ugh.

i feel like screwing o lvls. really. i totally dun wanna care. i dun wanna venture into next yr. i dun wanna study when pple around me are enjoying and partying away. its bad. i wanna be in the fun and not outta it.

letsee.. even if i dun study. the worst tt could happen will be the fact tt i'll jus hafta get shipped away. its not that bad seriously. i'll move into a new neighbourhood with new pple. and get to start afresh, away from the problems incurred in life now. i get to re-live my life, myself. i get to break away from all the sickening stuff i hafta do everyday. i'll have freedom. and i wun needa depend on anyone cos independence will be a necessity den. aint it great? like wow.

hmms, the only bad thing bout leaving will be the fact tt i leave my friends behind. but i promise ya'll tt it wun be that bad lar. hahs. really. i'll jus leave the way i entered. it doesnt really make a big difference. kragg will only be a missing member, so jus take it that i'm sick and dun go to st anne's anymore. ppg will be missing another member but ya'll can jus take in vincent or sean as a replacement. i've graduated outta the flute section, so yes it doesnt really matter to em. hahs. and as for you*, you've got ur bf,prince, bi.tch and all. so you're in safe hands.

so perfect. i'll pack my bags soon!

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