+an hour passed and its 111am.+`
hehhehs.
i din play dd in the end. went blog reading. hahas.
love.love.love. everyone is talkin bout that. gosh, love is beautiful and that i mus agree. but the risk and bad stuff love brings are jus horrible. pain and hurt. hahas. i can live without that.
some wanna love but yet dun wanna make the first move, dun wanna say the right things. some dun wanna love yet gave the wrong signals, make the wrong contact. stupidity! really really. many love hopefuls jus sit dere and wait for the other party to spark sth up. this wait can prolong until gawdknowswhen if the other party thinks likewise.
wads wrong with rejection man. if one can love but yet be afraid of getting their heart-broken, that aint true love. true love means going all out for the person u fancy, making that person happy no matter what it takes. it gets so scary at times. looks are jus bonus points. character is what builds that person's beauty. why cant pple see that. den again, love is blind.
being loved and cared for is a wonderful thing. its like a security blanket, but it aint free. if you're jus expecting to receive, one day the giver might feel that its unfair to be the one giving only. when that happens, the receiver gets panicky. most pick a fight wherease the minority will ponder on the situation and den do nth bout it. everyone is always waiting for everyone. super lame. where's the mutual giveandtake?
understanding and trust are the basic foundation. but pple now go for popularity and financial assets. practical, too practical in fact.
couples talk bout loving each other forever and ever. whats with that bullshit man. seriously la, those who read this entry wldnt have a stable income yet. many cant even support themselves, still talk about caring for the other party whole-heartedly. forever and ever doesnt jus exist liddat. it requires pain and alot of effort. it wun be a smooth road. couples dun see that. alil bit of misunderstanding and breakups are initiated. many get bored of their bf/gf. soon, they'll cook up ridiculous excuses to breakup. leaving one, both or perhaps even none sad. aint it a waste of time?!
waiting for someone is sweet and nice. waiting for someone who wld never ever like u is crazy. its jus sheer torture and torment wif wadeva bad stuff possible add together. some pple dun even appreciate good intentions. they jus take em for granted until they lose it one day. human beings are liddat, they jus dun cherish. and i aint excluded.
lalalas. crap.crap.crap again. den again wad do i know bout love. i've never experienced such stuff. at least never really. >_< but den again, i wldnt want to. seeing real-life examples is already sufficient to scare me. i dun need anyone. i need myself. thats all.
blahs. feeling sleepy. i still din do my compo. procrastinating at the wrong time. but heck its me. live with that.
