+sOmethIng wHIch NEvEr cROsSed My MInd+`
man, i'm damn shocked by the surprise. really really shock can! its totally din cross my mind. i aint mentioning who or wad for privacy sake but still i cant believe you kept it from me for 2 months!! xP not that i'm angry la, but how did u do that? hahas.
din know you felt that way. ahahs. so sorry man! but den all that i've mentioned here previously were cited on one level. for you, you belong to another level. not all pple are the same in my heart, everyone is grouped and dun fret cos you're inside one of em.
the memories we had will never be lost unless of cos i meet wif an accident which make me go into a concussion lar. hahas. dun feel the way you feel. its not nice and i know you wun feel good. hahas. so relax dere my friend. and i still think lover dun suit you, its too lyn****.. yeaps. you deserve better.
shoosh, gotta admit. i continued reading the blog wif an open mind. i had to. too many things are processed inside my brain. i could never have imagine the way you feel. or rather i know there were many times i've let you down, many times i've disappointed you but yet u still kept quiet and poured all to another channel. i dislike it. cos i was kept from all first-hand news. i wanna know! but maybe thru that channel of penning down ur feelings, i can escape wif awkwardness and all. i can escape wif being speechless. but i know escaping wun do any good.
we've got into countless of troubles. i wld never forget why bagei started to pick on me. it was cos i loan you my ss textbook and when u returned it to me during bagei's lesson, she saw it and started commenting bout me. every ss lesson became and agony. i hate it but yet i dun blame you for it. at least it'll be harder to forget someone who got me into trouble for 2 yrs. yeaps.
feelings of love come and go. you gotta be alert and catch em. dun feel the way you arent suppose to. voice our ur opinions cos you dun deserve to be deprived of all the good in the world. i know i've said it before and i'm gonna say it again. i thank you so much for everything. all the thought and effort into making me presents and all. gifts bought wif money are priceless. and all the gifts you gave are of that priceless value. i mean it. x)
ahas. so yes the whole entry of you. now dun u dare complain i din write bout you aiights. you know i love you lar! so why doubt my feelings! =pPp
gotta go hme now. enjoy!!
