+dUn tElL mE.+`
hMmx. lotsa things are happening around me. i aint aware of em though. man, thats like shit. i hate not knowing stuff, i hate secrets being kept from me. i wanna know all too. but aiya, if its not meant to be den i cant force it anyway.
feeling super bored. but yet occupying myself. i aint thinking much already. even if i am i wun wanna write em down. i dun wanna let certain pple see. cos i dun wan em to know how lousy i'm feeling. if you wanna know, jus ask me urself.
bLaHx. watchin singapore idol. i think its not all bout voices man. popularity and all. as usual, wad can i say..
feelings have changed. i dun feel as much as i used to towards some pple and stuff. dunno why.. its jus like slowly fading away. i wanna solve it, yet i dun see how i can do it. it takes two hands to clap. lalalalas. wad wendyl asked me today really striked me man. hahas. wad if my friends really changed like her, that'll really make me sad. but i cant blame em if they do, i'm in no position to say anything or do anything. i've tried and failed, countless times already. perhaps it aint suppose to be the way i wanted it to be. probably its time to give up and let go and say "i'm done lets move on."
promises made are said to be meant to be broken. i believe em, totally man! hhas. i wun wanna break any, i hope i haven to anyone though. but den sometimes it doesnt last. it pains to uphold ur word to others whilst they break wadeva they said to u. it jus aint fair man. its stupid of me to continue tryin to satisfy everyone with everything. i dun wanna be the dumbdumb. and i meant it.
linking back to wad i said earlier. its okay if ya'll dun wanna tell me stuff. perhaps i aint involve or aint impt in that issue or whatever. it doesnt matter. hahas. its better to know less, its better to be blur and nonchalent. at least when i'm nonchalent towards stuff, i din do it on purpose. words are jus words, most of the time they dun mean much..
