+sIxUAn sPEciAl+`
-->this is a once in a lifetime thing so be honoured
aiights, known this lil girl last yr. sec 1 when she first joined band. hahas. first impressions really aint accurate bout her. i remembered i was playin bball halfway den dunno who came to tell me got recruits assigned to the different sections already. went up to lili(the past sL). saw her wif two new fresh faces. ahahs. one was chelmin and the other of cos sixuan la. after the brief intro, i said hello and the both girls look at me wif the most wierd expressions. both were damn quiet, esp xuan. den i told lili "omg, dun leave me wif em can, they so quiet. i sure cannot tahan one".
den after awhile, xuan got my email add frm mr ng den she started to talk to me. this is reaLly one wild girl man. thru the many msn convo, i start to know her more. initially i tot she was the quiet type. demure gentle WEAK AND FRAIL kind!! but it turns out tt she's the opposite. she loves linkin park and those cool american hip hop kinda style. the exact opposite of wad i tot she was = a nerd!! i tot she doesnt have a single swear word in her vocab and is an average goody-two-shoes u see around sch. but den it soon changed when she scolded me "aRse". i waS seriously appalled!! big time.
her playin make me go nuts i tell you. damn impressed. after a few practices she knows the whole basic scale of the flute, she knows how to play simple songs den somemore wif her music background, she knows her countings and key signatures and all. it made me went berserk cos even i in sec2 also dunno this kinda stuff man! den her flute tone is above the average of those her age. talk about a nice surprised shock.
den along came my knowledge of her crush on this particular boy. hahas. he happens to be in flute section too all thanks to me!! lalalas. i roped him in during the time he came to apply. anyhows, xuan went absolutely ga-ga over him. yes true he is not bad but please la his jus a guy. soon, i start to tease em and this news spread to my friends and i think the whole flute section too. hahs. rowen and me soon became her driving force to band. cannot help it la, flute is absolutely the best section!! lalalas. and opPs did i say rowen out? nvms.
i started to be her entertainer when she went over to hongkong in december. hahas. she depended on me man. lalalas.. band was also gettin interestin at that time cos rowen was being teased by me over xuan's disappearance. hahas. den a secret plan btwn me von and steph came out to bring rowen and xuan together. but it was never put into action due to certain constaints. abit sad hor! haHAs.
along wif the upcoming performances which made mr tan expect alot from us, tension begins to build. flute wasnt as fun and slack anymore. xuan seems to know my mood man. she will look at me wif this expression whenever she knows i'm pissed. hahas. den she wun disturb me. i'm sure she is scared! the first one to say sorry to me is also her. tt always make me guilty cos though she know she aint the sole person who caused the section to sorta flop, she still wanna aplease me. lalalas..
--> shit la.. koda jus now came and disturb. made me lose my trail of thoughts. cant remember wad i wanna say anymore. nvms. shall think..
ohya, i love her couch!! and the noodles in her house. its super super delicious. i love invasions to her humble abode. its damn cool. tt time i remember i skipped sth in sch jus to go dere to hibernate. it was damn nice!! i can jus lie dere and den i will go straight to sleep for bout 2 plus hours. relaxation!!
frm tt day. we become closer. hahas. i became her confidante and sms pal and everything. anyways, she made an imprint in my heart already. xuan, you're my friend for life whether u want it or not. ahhas. going out wif her is super cool cos pple will think she's my older sister man. (considering the amt of playin i do) fun lar. walkin around the neighbourhood eating ice cream. she still owes me pastamania man!
and yes, she is a promoter of copyKAT private limited. this girl has a life the exact duplicate of mine. we've got dogs: crystal and koda. we've got the same PSLE scores. we go to the flute section. we have the same dreadful feeling of going dere since sec2. we slowly become the principal player in flute!! =XxX hahas. and we all get dislikes from alot of others wif no good reasons. cool eh! yesyes. copykat!! and she is now currently learning my trademark of sticking out tongues as well..
anyways, xuan is a really cool pretty girl. a nice friend. seriously man. the connection we have is like improving ever since day one of our first meet right? i will definately miss u after i graduate this year. you have also become one of my driving forces to go to band, along wif rowen. hahas. die la, now flute section got favouritism already. we three mus always crack up the whole section and make other sections jealous of us kay. esp the "hatelist" sections. dun worry if anyone scolds you all cos i'll take care of that. tt person should think twice man. seriously. hahs
jus remember i'll always have ur back k. my hse is jus like a few streets away frm urs. connectivity will never be lost. should anything happen, hahs a ring is sufficient. unless of cos if i'm outta town or sth la.
this is for you girl! take care!!
Lean on me:
Sometime in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise we know that there's
Always tomorrow
Lean on me when you're not strong and
i'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long till i'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride if i have things
You need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
that you won't let show
Lean on me when you're not strong
And i'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long till i'm gona need
Somebody to lean on
Just call on me brother when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong
And i'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it wont be long till i'm gonnna need
somebody to lean on
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road, I'll share your load
if you just call me
Lean on me when you're not strong
And i'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long till i'm gonna nead
Somebody to lean on
Just call me when you need a friend
Just call me when you need a friend...
