Sunday, July 25, 2004
went home later wif eln. met her back in kovan at 2. chatted wif gurlfriend at home for awhile first though. reached band. saw wen and vinc. hahs. practised abit here and dere. was pretty mad bout some attire stuff. dun wana elaborate.
me and boyfriend took lotsa lotsa pictures today. the 5 of us. me, bf, wen, eln and vinc. hahs. its been a long time! sprayed our hair wif lotsa glitter and purple highlights. super cool! hahs. the 4 guys styled their hair in a formation. damn sporting man! later in the library, played wif my section tt finger game. hahas. von and steph laughed like crazy man.
later came our turn to perform. hahas. wen already teared when the magic word -last performance- was mention. wahaha! den sang the finale song, bf cried. hahas. lotsa em cried. von and steph too. went to hug wen wif eln. told wen not to worry. vinc was tearing. sad moment. saw avril too. sorry girl, couldnt go entertain you! thousand apologies.
after tt saw the flute section. hugged em. rowen even teared after the hug. +sigHx+ its hard to leave em man. really really hard. hug boyfriend too. voice was super shaky when talkin to him. hhas. 2 more weeks man..
reach back band room. eln call me out. the 5 of us was outside. i jus broke upon seeing this sight. its like we're parting. oh man! cannot tahan. after the briefing called the flute section into a classroom. told em to take care. told em to practise harder. said sorry for any misgivings. finally came the group hug. oh man, was controlling like shit. later hug all of em individually. chelmin broke down too. rowen cried and promised his best in piccolo. steph cried. von is gonna maintain the flute section. hugged gurlfriend last. sheesh, seein her cry make me even more sad. made her promise to go band. i know she'll be the principal player and i dun wan her to waste the talent. so gurlfriend, you gotta hold on aiights!! =))
left em later. went to find my stuff. walked to the carpark. saw von. hahas. talked to her and she continued to cry. waited wif her till her mum came. den later went 401 to eat my dinner. damn hungry.
hMmx. this performance was the best of the best. lurve it loads. hAHas. despite the tears and all, its still the most meaningful and impactful one. its gonna stay deep deep in my heart.
i lurve all of em. band rocked today. still left NDP before the AGM. 2 more weeks to enjoy myself wif my section. 2 more weeks before i seriously bid farewell. 2 more weeks before i'll missed em loads. 2 more weeks before i realise the importance of these pple in my heart.