+bEing wEaK gEts Me nOwHerE+`
realised that i've been tearing, or rather crying these few days. and ironically, all the tears shed are all linked directly to band, the cca which i use to dislike and dreaded going to. abit lame i guess but i cant help it. i missed the atmosphere and friends i have dere. although its not as though i've grad, but i can already taste the final outcome. shUckS!
i'll definately miss the bonds. i'll name all out man. i'll miss eln, wen, vinc and sean. i'll miss xuan, rowen, von, steph, chelmin. i'll miss yingying, grace and huanying. hahas, these pple pulled me thru band. and yes i'm grateful for em.
things will sure change after august6. normally it'll be me and the band preparing for performances, getting involved in all the backstage stuff. crapping and rushin here and dere, goofing around like crazy idiots, puttin in all our hearts and soul into a supposingly great show and screaming our heads off when we do well. but i guess after tt day, i'll be the one watching the final show performed by dem, seeing their results and fruits of their labour. its gonna be sooooo different. esp for me and wen and bf. slight adjustments gotta be made i guess no matter how much we dun wan it to take place..
went to church today. in a super lethargic and almost gonna faint manner. din even attend mass. stomach was troubling me alot. couldnt take it. overwhelmed wif fatigue too i guess. hMmx. went late for the meetin. din really pay attention. me, dada and sec3 went 77th street. actually intended to buy orange hairspray for next sunday but den din have enuff cash. went home after getting sec3's stuff. sent koda for injection. hahas.
pple all round was praising koda. saying his cute and all. everyone wondered wad breed he was. but even i also dunno. hahas. lets jus say he is a unique individual of himself.
went to gurlfriend's hse. watched sch of rock and slpt at my fav couch. read her very personal organizer after much tuggin. den later she came my hse awhile before going home. promised tt there will be no turning back but den she did otherwise. hahas.
tmr's monday already. dere's band and the stoopid lit test. argh! 6 bloody chapters man. nvms, shall try to mug later. everyone seems to be looking forward to band already. lalalas. a total transformation after the harmony concert. but this time its the practice for NDP. i haven memorised the scores yet! warhahas. again gotta play by ear lo!
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