+Life's aLl bOut bEinG OnstAgE wHerE yOu'Ll tRy tO gIvE iT uR bEst fOr tHE uLtiMatE pErfOrMAnCE+`

today's the confrontation and i dun wanna talk about it. i dun wanna go into details anyways. me and char made peace, we're cool. but ahah i screwed up somehow.

I'M SORRY PPLE.

and dun think i aint at fault by sayin i wasnt. it aint making me feel better, only worst. i dun wanna get all emotional and think too deep as to how a help i could have been during tt confront. i think i screwed things up. he must hate me now. but i dun care? i jus dun wanna let him go all bad. i dun wan another him to regret but apparently tt him din help himself. i dun wanna know why cos i know he must have his own reasons and i respect that. but i jus dunno why.

i dunno wad to feel man. i'm so sick of feeling wad i feel everytime sth goes bad. bad stuff always have to be associated wif me. and like thanks ar i love tt kinda feeling.

band is another shit thing also. i dun blame rowen for takin the black piccolo but hello. haha. abit no respect right. forget it man. i aint going back no more.

signing off
the bitch.

kcat shot a scene on 21:54.