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why cant u all spare a thought for others man? maybe you all could use a lil INITIATIVE?? c'mon lar, u all know his liddat den at least help him keep his stand rather den leavin it stranded before some QM comes along and punish us right!! i'll also reprimand him for his laziness wad!! i mean, instead of jux packin only UR stuff, why not help others la. iZzit so haRd?? rather den idling away ur spare time, help around la. u all think being a SECTION LEADER is good and nice and fun?? HAHA! frm wad i know, SL is there only to help u all clear up the rubbish and trouble u all caused wad!
my file is missing!! woah! my fault?? i purposely took it out to test u all, let u all try the piccolo scores and stuff. and wad i get back? a mIssing fIle?!! not exactly a very nice "thank you" right! actually i dun really blame you all cox I wasnt careful enuff to keep it back myself, thus i should thank you all for helpin me keep it.. bUt i dun see a reason as to how it can vanish in thin air!!. without my file, dere are no piccolo scores, how in the world am i to produce it back? i hafta zap the whole damn scores back can!. i'm not free to do so can! i'm in sec 4 and i aint performin exactly to my expectations yet. i'm sicked and totally freaking stressed up. and thanks to you all, my burden is heavier!!
maybe its also good cos in this way, i need not spend my time in band anymore! no score, no purpose in playin any song wad! wads the use when only a minority of u all are improving and half the time, the rest is slacking and playin a fool. simple simple parts where i've gone thru with you all are all clearly forgotten! wads this man! the reason u all dun wan me to leave the band is bcox i can help u all in ur sound only. u all are practically all depending on me! den when u all play wrong, count wrongly or pitched wrongly, I get ALL THE BLAME!! wth! maybe its cox of my incompetency and thats why i deserve all the nagging from the majors and conductor, but HELLO, its takes two hands to clap. i dun feel like stayin in the FREAKING section anymore. all the hard work for NTH!!
i'm so not gonna shed a tear for u all. i tried my best to keep myself from flaring up at u all jux now at sectional. when i asked a question, all i get is DEAD SILENCE. only rowen bothered to reply(thank you) but the rest?? hAHA! it'll be a blue moon if u all open up ur mouths. ARGH!i'm sorry if i said anything wrong though. i'm sick these few days and the weather is damn freaking hot. i get agitated easily whenever i'm sick. and i dun expect u all to care anyway, afterall, i'm only in band for the improving of the whoLE FREAKING FLUTE SECTION's sound quality. EQ doesnt matter. i dun wanna give a damn any longer. after all the future concerts which i promised MR tan i'll be performing, dun expect me back man with you all's attitude.
HECK LAR! ALL THE HARDWORK AND PATIENCE FOR NOTHING. DUN MESS WITH ME NOW MAN. IF YOU ALL THINK ITS JUST A JOKE, I DARE YOU ALL TO TRY ME NOW. +SCREW MY FREAKIN LIFE+
