Sunday, March 07, 2004

tO yOu.. yEAH yOU.. yOU kNow whO u aRe.. sO jux rEaD..

fIrsTly.. aFtEr eVERyoNe's eFfoRts ToDaE iN maKin mE gO tHE thINg U oRgAniZEd.. i stILl dIn oBlIGE rigHT? tTs cOX I rEALly diN wAnNa gO.. kNow tHE peRcEnTagE thINg?? yA.. 20% wAs cOX oF aLcOhOl.. aND 80% cOX oF u.. i jUx dUN sEe hOw wE cAN bE sTucK iN tHE sAmE rOOm aND tAlKed LiKe LASt tIMe aNYmorE.. evERythINgS cHAngEd.. iNcludINg bOtH u ANd mE.. yEAh.. yOU'Ve tRiEd tO gIvE iN aND I apPrEcIaTE tHAt.. bUt i wUN bUdGE.. i JUx dUN fEeL lIKE.. fLEa tAlkEd tO mE toDaE.. anD I tOLd hER tT i hAvE nO rEasOn fOR bEing pIsSed witH u.. iTs jUx tT I'm jUx pIsSed.. sHe tOlD mE tO tELl u.. sO dErE.. yOu'vE sEeN iT.. pLus.. i fEeL tHAt I cAn tAlK tO evERyonE afTEr TT iNcIdENt ExCEpT yOu.. nOt cOx iTs uR fAult oR u bEAr thE bIgGEst rEsPonsibiLiTy.. iTs cOX oF tHE iMpREsSIoN u gIvE mE.. thE rest goT tHE eAsy goINg kIndA thINg foR eM.. bUt yOU.. haHAx.. iTs sO dAmn dIstANt.. iTs lIkE thE whOLe dAMn thINg'S My fAuLt.. kNow wAd I meAn? i jUx dUn lIkE it.. iTs gEttIn iRriTatIn.. NOt to mEntiOn.. pIsSifYiNg..

aFtER tHis You'll pRobAbly hAf tHe mEntAliTY tT I'm sAyIn a HelL lOtTa thINgS bout u aGAIn.. haHAx.. fiNe bY mE iF U take iT thIs wAy.. i cAnt cHAngE wAd YA wAnna dO.. i cAnt stOP u fRoM wAd U wAnna bEcoMe.. u mAy hAtE ME, fiNd mE a biTch.. cRitIcIsE mE.. wAdEvA iT iS.. thIs iS hOw I fEeL.. haHAx.. aNd I dUN sEe hOw i cAn cHANgE hOw I fEeL.. sEeIN u nOwadAyS mAkEs mE wAnNA lEAvE thE arEa.. iTs cOx of thE thINgS i sAid u'vE cHAnged tO bEcoMe.. iF I'M buLlshItTiN tO yOu.. dEn i aPoLOgiZE.. iF U cAnt tAke iT.. dEn lEAvE iT.. i dUN mInD.. i'M nOt sAyIn i'M alL rigHT.. bUt tO mE nOw.. nO oNE's at fAult.. evERyoNe IS bLamINg mE.. sAyiN tT i'm thE oNe nOt givINg iT.. iTs eAsiER saiD dEn doNE.. i cAnt posSiblY gIvE iNoR wAdEvA nOW.. i'M nOt REadY to dO sO.. aND iT sTIll pIsSes mE oFf..

iF iTs a WAstE oF tiMe tAlKin tO mE.. dEn sO bE iT.. cOX i dUn sEe a rEasoN fOR U tO tAlK tO mE fiRst iF i duN evEn giVE U a FRieNdLy ExPrEssIOn.. rigHT? sO yA.. duN tAlK iS thE beSt.. now I duN eVEN fEeL lIkE dOINg aNythINg.. oR saYIn soRry oR tAlKiN tO u.. sO u duN nEEdA eItHER.. yOu duN evEn nEed tO gIvE iN tO mE.. dUn lIStEN to thE oTHErs whEn tHEy cAlL u tO tAlk tO mE oR wAdEvA lIdDAt.. cOX I'm suRe witH My cHArAcTEr.. thE tAlKs goNna ENd uP nOwheRe.. sO dUn eVeN cArE oR bOther.. dUn EvEn tRy aND sAcRificE uR wAdEvA tO sALvagE tHIs coNflIct.. haHAx.. i wUN bOthEr.. sO thE beSt iS fOr U nOt tO eitHEr..


kcat shot a scene on 20:37.


Comments: Post a Comment