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tO GoD - thAnk you fOR wAtcHin ovEr mE aLl tHEsE PASt fEw yEArs.. tHaNk you fOR aNswERIN alL my pRAyErs aND gRantIn mE mY wIll.. tHAnK you fOR uR toNs oF blEsSiNgS in dIsgUiSE.. thiNk its tIMe i sTay low.. tHInk iTs tIMe i stAND bAcK.. i thiNk iTs tIMe kAt lEAvE evErythIng IN uR hAndS aNd nOt bOthEr bOUt wAds gONa hAppen..
